Song Writer
Floriane Akéloïs
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"All the melodies live in my head"
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Take me back.
(2020)
Walking blindly in the streets of destiny.
Swinging along the road, hoping for an inner call.
What did I forget that God knows?
I’m searching for its name on each corner of Saint-Pierre, and the key keeper stands behind each encounter.
Actress of my own life, learning how to move without light throughout the illusion of time.
Finding some glimps of truth hidden in those souls, projecting my love in each tear that they drop.
The power of fate or faith, what is really in my hands?
The belief to stand and to walk on my own, or to be the muppet of this eternal sad show ?
God, where are you taking me along this avenue ?
I can’t recall a damn thing !
Everything is irrational and filled with nonsense.
Take me back to the feeling of knowing something real.
Daughter of the sun
and a wanderer
13th, april, 2025
Verse 1
The sun has set once again,
I’m lost in thoughts, I can’t even begin
To comprehend, all the noise in my head—
And to reflect on the bad things that I’ve said.
Verse 2
When I was hurt and shaken,
I built a wall ’round a heart that was broken.
My emotions were uncomfortable—
And my world felt so unreachable.
Chorus
And I hurt you (ohhhh) more than I thought,
I can see now (ohhh) why I did let you go.
You can’t
Hold the hand
Of a woman,
Made of sand,
Made of sound.
Bridge
The moon is full, once a month
Shines on the thoughts, I carry in my blood.
To understand, all the ghosts in my head,
And to send them, in the lights of the heavens.
(Repeat Verse 2)
When I was hurt and shaken,
I built a wall ’round a heart that was broken.
My emotions were uncomfortable—
And my world felt so unreachable.
Chorus
And I hurt you (ohhhh) more than I thought,
I can see now (ohhh) why I did let you go.
You can’t
Kiss the lips
Of a woman,
Made of wind,
Made of sound.
Outro:
I wanna vibrate high,
Higher and higher.
Can you hear it now?
Louder and louder.
Daughter of the sun
And a wanderer—
I’m made of sound… sound.
(Repeat Verse 2)
When I was hurt and shaken,
I built a wall ’round a heart that was broken.
My emotions were uncomfortable—
And my world felt so unreachable.
Final Chorus
And I hurt you (ohhhh) more than I thought,
I can see now (ohhh) why I did let you go.
You can’t
Hold the hand
Of a woman,
Made of sun,
Made of sound.
Outro
I am the daughter of the sun,
And a wanderer.
Postcard
12th, april, 2025
Verse 1
Postcard sent. I slid it in a box downtown.
I hope it will reach you when…
You need to read between the lines of my poem.
I always need to hear your tone, whispering in my head.
I’d love to be next to you and hold your hand.
Bridge:
Oh, oh. It’s not a lie. I told you then.
People only meet once in this game.
I’m close to losing my last ray of faith.
You never reach out, nor be a friend.
Chorus :
Ah, I loved you so right when you held,
My soul between your hands.
I know my words can’t spread,
This love only lives in my head.
I know that it must end.
Verse 2
Postcard in my hand. I read them out loud, my little thoughts.
I hope it will reach you when
You’re sleeping sound and safe next to your friend.
Lately I always need to ground, myself in the warm Brittany sand,
I bury all our memories, until they fade.
Bridge:
Oh, oh. It’s not a lie, I told you then.
Some people come close to God in this game.
They turn golden love into real faith.
But you come off and on and turn your gaze.
Chorus :
Ah. I loved you so right when I felt,
Your soul between my hands.
I know my words can’t spread,
Our story only lives in my head.
I know that it must end…
Outro:
I know, I know, I know.
Some people meet once and make it last.
My words can’t spread.
They turn golden love into real faith.
I know that it must end
Our story only lives in my head.
I know that it must end
That’s why I’m writing it with my pen
On a postcard that I can’t send.
Remember
12th December 2024
Verse 1
Throwback to winter time.
When thoughts of you were all I had.
When winter comes, everything feels so sad.
No more life, colors on trees and sky.
Bridge
But I fight with an old lullaby.
Watch passerby, bend my head and sight.
Chorus
Cause no one in my mind makes me realize what this life is about.
No one in my heart makes me love the way I want to be loved.
What should I know that I forgot.
And remember the voice of my own soul.
And I…
Verse 2
Take me back to the realest time.
When thoughts of God were all I had.
In the magic mind, everything is alive.
Only love, colors on trees and sky.
Bridge
And I sing my dear old lullaby.
Watch passerby, hand on my heart and smile.
Chorus
Cause the one in my mind makes me realize what this life is about
Is the one in my heart who makes me love the way I want to love.
What I know now that I forgot
I have remembered the power of my heart.
Outro
It was always hidden under the layers of self-doubts.
Now I can hear the voice of my own soul.
And I….
Am.
My lovely child.
19th October 2024
It’s true, I came to realize.
All wounds, heal over with time.
But the scars leave an imprint on the skin.
Deep within the flesh rests, memories of fear and defeat.
I never knew, I’d have to grieve a life I could not live.
If I could go back in time, I’d change your mind and mine.
Our lives, who met, were unable to create a present.
Of laughter, coffee pot, old songs and bloomed flowers.
Endless embraced nights, until the sunrise light hits our eyelids.
Your hand drawing a cross on my back, I turn and whisper in your neck :
“I’ll always love you, because I love you so. It’s me and you”
But we will never know.
I’ll live this aborted life with this odd feeling,
The one of a precious child I could never meet.
I keep this warm body in my arms,
I kiss his eyes while he smiles,
And sing a sweet lullaby that goes like :
“You are everything I’ve ever wanted”
Child, you are free.
25th of June 2024
Verse 1
I told the world, I was small.
I told the world, I was gone.
I felt my bones unable to carry on.
And I told my heart; I’m not enough.
I'm not enough…
Chorus
And the world said to me, "child, you are free”
I entitle you to ask for more; to feel secure.
To dream about a world that you love.
And you’re not small, you’re never gone.
You are my heart and you’re enough.
You are enough.
Verse 2
I told the world, I was scared.
Of all the love, I had not felt.
I told my heart ; I feel alone,
And told the crowd ; I’m lost in thought.
I'm lost in doubts.
Chorus
And the world said to me, “you’re only here to be”.
I’ve entitled you to feel a lot. To open up your heart.
To dream a dream, and play your part in it.
And you’re not small, you’re never gone.
You are my heart and you’re enough.
You are enough.
Bridge
Just as you are.
I see you.
Watching the stars.
Know who you are.
When you,
Witness the night.
Outro
This world that you miss; you are a part of it.
Don’t long for a place that lives inside your heart.
Remind yourself of the beauty that you hold.
I am telling you; you are enough.
You are enough.
My lovely child.
19th October 2024
It’s true, I came to realize.
All wounds, heal over with time.
But the scars leave an imprint on the skin.
Deep within the flesh rests, memories of fear and defeat.
I never knew, I’d have to grieve a life I could not live.
If I could go back in time, I’d change your mind and mine.
Our lives, who met, were unable to create a present.
Of laughter, coffee pot, old songs and bloomed flowers.
Endless embraced nights, until the sunrise light hits our eyelids.
Your hand drawing a cross on my back, I turn and whisper in your neck :
“I’ll always love you, because I love you so. It’s me and you”
But we will never know.
I’ll live this aborted life with this odd feeling,
The one of a precious child I could never meet.
I keep this warm body in my arms,
I kiss his eyes while he smiles,
And sing a sweet lullaby that goes like :
“You are everything I’ve ever wanted”
Remember
12th December 2024
Verse 1
Throwback to winter time.
When thoughts of you were all I had.
When winter comes, everything feels so sad.
No more life, colors on trees and sky.
Bridge
But I fight with an old lullaby.
Watch passerby, bend my head and sight.
Chorus
Cause no one in my mind makes me realize what this life is about.
No one in my heart makes me love the way I want to be loved.
What should I know that I forgot.
And remember the voice of my own soul.
And I…
Verse 2
Take me back to the realest time.
When thoughts of God were all I had.
In the magic mind, everything is alive.
Only love, colors on trees and sky.
Bridge
And I sing my dear old lullaby.
Watch passerby, hand on my heart and smile.
Chorus
Cause the one in my mind makes me realize what this life is about
Is the one in my heart who makes me love the way I want to love.
What I know now that I forgot
I have remembered the power of my heart.
Outro
It was always hidden under the layers of self-doubts.
Now I can hear the voice of my own soul.
And I….
Am.
Same different.
22scd of January 2024
Verse 1
I grew up in a violent home,
You can say “you’re broken”, I know.
But broken isn’t bad, is it?
More compassion comes with it.
It’s a glue that fills up the soreness.
A value we can share with the hopeless.
Verse 2
I gave up on a lot you know.
I grew up in a sad household.
But sad isn’t bad, is it?
Lot of imagination comes with it.
It’s a door to open up the core.
A key to creating a new world.
Chorus:
That’s why. You and I…
Same different every day.
Same different yesterday.
Same different at the end of the day.
Verse 3
You grew up in a silent home.
You often say, “I feel a lot, you know”.
But feeling isn’t bad, is it?
Deeper understanding comes with it.
It’s yours in all its authenticity.
Your feelings reflect your own reality.
Chorus:
That’s why. You and I…
Same different every day.
Same different yesterday.
Same different at the end of the day.
Bridge:
You and I ; same different.
Broken or mad ; same different.
Happy or sad ; same different.
We’ll be alright at the end of the journey.
Falling into myself.
25th of July 2023
Bridge
Everything seems boring when I’m not doing what I’m loving.
But I don’t know what I love nor how to find my own sword.
Is there really something to look for?
Or am I just wasting the golden hour?
Verse 1
Eyes staring at the smoke.
I lie here on the couch.
Talking to no one but myself.
Lies goin’ round and round in my head.
But I can’t hear a single word I say.
Chorus
Oh, everyone's screaming about how I'm supposed to live.
But everything is boring when I’m not doing what I’m loving.
All these noises crushing me, I feel my course being diverted.
Oh, everyone’s likes to scream how to live this freaking dream.
[How am I supposed to live, my dream?]
Verse 2
Eyes staring at the horizon.
I stop here for a moment.
I heard that stillness makes you real.
I often wonder about the true deal.
All I can hear is a distant whisper that sing…
Bridge
Fall into myself. [How do I fall into myself?]
Fall into myself. [How do I deal with the emptiness?]
Am I supposed to live like a goddess?
Chorus
Oh, everyone’s screaming about how I am supposed to live.
I can’t tell who I am. How do I process all this shame?
Pulling my sword from its rock to do what I’ve always wanted.
Cause everything is boring when I’m not doing what I’m loving.
[How am I supposed to express, this love?]
Bridge
Is there anything to look for? [What I love]
An answer waiting on a rock? [What I love]
No one ever told me what this life is for. [What I love]
Nor how to look within for what I love.
Fall into myself.
[Am I supposed to feel like a goddess?]
So, I fall into myself.
[Like a goddess.]
My sanity
22 of June 2023
Verse 1
I’ve always known.
Someday I will fall.
One day, not long from now.
I will cry, every drop of my soul.
Verse 2
Someday I will know.
And let time heal our prose that goes :
“It felt so right to feel the night crawl under the covers of stars”.
So, I play my part, I steal the show.
Bridge.
I steal the fact that nothing lasts in this world.
Long enough to be longed for and cherished in my arms.
Chorus
I’ve let you go.
I’ve let you go.
Verse 3
Someday I’d love you so.
And let you sing our prose that goes:
“It feels so right to feel a butterfly crawl upon my naked arm”.
Wings of blue and white, flutter like a flag.
Bridge
There’s no point to make on this earth.
There's no rational word for us.
There's only a feeling transcending time.
Body and time.
That’s what I am.
Right now. Right now.
And I can't let you go.
Pre-chorus
I cry too much. I lose my appetite.
I've deliberately left my heart on the bench of my sanity.
Chorus
I can’t let you go.
I can’t let you go.
Verse 4
I've always known that.
One day, I'll fall apart for you.
And cry until last drop of my soul, I knew.
I've deliberately left my heart on the bench of my sanity.
I steal the fact that nothing lasts in this reality.
Chorus
I’ve let you go.
I can’t let you go.
Watch me fall.
I steal the fact that nothing lasts.
You know that now.
5th June 2023
Verse:
It’s not about the ways.
It’s not about the rain.
It’s not about the time you spend chasing dreams.
It’s not about the fate, the shortcuts that you take.
The days will fade but always bring the same,
Wonders and pain.
Chorus:
Oh no, it's all about the wait.
When you fall back and break.
It's about feeling your hand guiding you through the darkness.
Oh no, it’s all about the love.
Your heartbeat in a race.
It's about the love you feel within the pain of your heartbreak.
And you know that now.
Verse:
It’s not about the hopes.
It’s not about the past.
It’s not about staying up late every night.
Staring at the dark sides, the shortcuts along the ride.
Your lonely eyes project your hidden thoughts.
All in technicolor.
Chorus:
Oh no, it's all about the wait.
When you fall back and break.
It's about feeling your hand guiding you through the darkness.
Oh no, it’s all about the love.
Your heartbeat in a race.
It's about the love you feel within the pain of your heartbreak.
And you know that now.
It’s not about the rain.
Never was about the rain.
It takes courage to get in there.
Bridge:
So, dance !
Dance under the pearls.
Love, feel it in your heart.
Arms raised in the rain, your body still stuck in a dream.
Arms raised like you're dreaming, your body still, in the unexpected...
It never was about the raining.
It always been about one thing.
It was always about... dancing.
Outro:
About a dream [Your body’s dancing.]
Beneath the pearls [The body dances.]
Along with the rain.
And you know that, you know, you know, you know that now.
[With the rain.]
Oh you know, you know, you know, you know that now.
[With the rain.]
You know, you know, you know, you know that now.
How many?
(May 21st, 2023)
Verse 1
When I'll go quietly, and all the flowers cover my body.
When I'll go peacefully, and all the memories are all that's left of me.
I'm not sure, how many will be, kneeled in the forest praying for my peace?
Bridge 1
But I know I won't be alone.
I'll reach the land where I belong.
I'll meet again the ones I've loved the most.
I'll feel again the bright light beam.
The one that came along the rain,
And touched my face with millions of drops of pain.
Bridge 2
I won't be alone in those realms.
Will I have regrets or past memories?
Will I think of those moments I missed?
Will I think back of those kisses.
The ones I couldn't give because of fear.
Those moments that I've let pass by,
Because my soul needed to cry.
Chorus:
Loneliness may have kept myself safe,
But it wasn't a place to hold... in my heart.
Open up! Open up. [that's what I should have told myself.]
Open up. Open up again and more.
Go deeper into your core.
Verse 2
When I go quietly, and all the flowers bloom instantly.
How many are here to see the departure of my soul.
How many pray for my safe journey home?
Bridge 3
I don’t know how many strangers I’ve touched.
With my words, my smile, prayers and love.
How many have I turned into ghosts?
How many have I felt inside my chest?
How many have I loved with all my heart?
Can I really count them only on one hand.
Chorus:
Loneliness may keep yourself safe,
But it's not a place to hold... in your heart.
Open up, open up.
Open up again and more.
Open up, open up.
Go deeper into your core.
It doesn’t help.
(April 21st, 2023)
Verse 1 :
The green garden king is sitting on his chair.
He watches the birds as they're getting prepared.
Then he turns to me with his hand on his chin.
“It's going to be a long winter”, he says.
I turn to her to see what she thinks.
She's the pillar, anchor, the compass of my soul.
She keeps me secure when the storm rage at home.
But I'm not an eight-year-old, anymore.
I've got lost in my thoughts, once more...
Chorus :
Come back with me!
You're too much inside your head.
Stop digging up old pain!
You're too much inside your head, you know.
That, it doesn't help.
That it doesn't help, at all.
Verse 2 :
My nightgown is blown by a warm breeze.
As we're watching the sky shine all its mysteries.
Then she turns to me with her hand on her belly.
“It's going to be a hot summer”, she says.
I turn my head ; I can feel her distress.
She's the portal, the core, the gate to our souls.
She carries a child, the treasure of my hope.
But I’m terrified that they might die.
I'm like a teenage girl stuck in time...
Chorus:
Bear with me!
I'm too much inside my head.
There's nothing I could have changed!
I'm too much inside my head, I know.
That, it doesn’t help,
That it doesn't help, at all.
Bridge:
I often find myself reliving the past.
I wonder about death and the ones that I’ve loved.
Where have they gone?
I want to understand.
How to leave the past where it belongs.
Where does it belong, for me?
Chorus :
Stay with me!
You’re too much inside your head.
There's nothing to understand!
You’re too much inside your head, you know.
That, it doesn’t help.
That it doesn’t help, at all.
Bridge :
Feel the summer breeze instead.
Flowing through your hair.
That’s home…
This is the end.
(April 3rd, 2023)
Verse :
This is the end,
Can't take back what I said.
From now on I'll be making my own bed.
As the sunset lights come through the veil.
Oh, I will stand ‘til the end.
Chorus :
This end now with me.
I’ll write down my story the way it has always felt to me.
With demeanors and golden hours flashing before my eyes,
My destiny.
Bridge :
I made promises long ago.
Must follow my path and not let go.
For myself. For my soul.
For my faith. For my home.
Verse :
This is the end,
Can't take back what I said.
From now on I’ll be making my own bed.
With velvet satin sheets homemade.
Oh, I will create.
Chorus :
This end now with me.
I'll smile again to say mercy at the hustle life throws at me.
With bitter taste called romance but I’ll blend them,
To be sweet to me.
Bridge :
Cause I’ve made promises long ago.
For my heart, I won't give up.
I will make it up, so fiercely.
For me, oh, they’ll see…
Verse :
This is the end.
Can't take back what I said.
From now on I'll be making my own bed.
Perfume it with lavender scents.
Oh, I will take…
Bridge :
The time to feel.
The treasures of my mind and body.
To become the woman I want to be,
And love her endlessly.
Bridge :
I made promises long ago,
For my heart, I won't give up,
I will make it up, tirelessly.
For me, oh, watch me…
So, this is the end.
The end of this pain,
Daunting and surreal.
Cause it’s my time, my time to heal.
To set myself free from these shadows ghosts, haunting me.
Haunting my soul, my time to get back home.
Within reach
(22nd of March 2023)
Not far, yet too soon.
I couldn't get a reach of it.
We couldn't get a reach of it.
Not old, yet too young.
You couldn't get away from it.
Couldn't get away from it.
It comes on time they say.
There's no way to hide from it.
It takes your soul behind the veil.
And I still call out your name.
I cry.
Seasons, autumn.
I watch the leaves fallin'.
Hit the floor and I wonder.
"Movies, theater ?"
I can't seem to find a song.
One that can bring you back at home.
It will come a time, a way, to be with you again, they say.
So you must take my hand and tell, the odd tale of why life ends.
Give me the reason why we're taken away from our friends.
I cry again.
The sun, sky and moon.
You left me here way too soon.
My tears misses your smile.
-"But you can see me on the other side"
- "When ? When we'll meet again?"
- "Whenever the sun goes down", you said.
I cry, cry and cry again.
I can't reach you behind the veil.
A feeling that you're slipping away...
In the sky.
The horizon line fades...
As your smile in my mind in pain.
But I...
Hold memories of your eyes in my hands,
Like a precious grain of sand.
A treasure that I'll find again.
In each of my lifetime.
Each of my lifetime.
My friend.
It's not easy.
(17th of March 2023)
Verse 1
I see you watching me,
With those eyes,
Makes my heart bleed.
I heard you praising me,
With that voice,
And my heart sank, sank, sank…
Chorus
It is not easy but hear the truth.
You might be unhappy if I stay with you.
It's not easy as I told you.
My past haunts me and it's not a lure.
Verse 2
I feel you touching me,
With these hands,
Makes my heart skipped.
I felt you kissing me,
With these lips,
Made my heart sad, sad, sad…
Bridge 1
Cause I’ve got nothing in return to share with you.
I'm only empty when it comes to give myself to you.
I just wish you had met me in other term.
Cause I just can't be the woman that you deserve.
Chorus
And it's not easy but hear the truth.
You might be unhappy if I stay with you.
It's not easy as I told you.
My past always haunts me and it's not a lure.
Bridge
I just wish I could share with you another truth.
But here it's me, crazy, opening up my heart to you.
And It's not easy, but here’s the truth.
You might be unhappy if I stay with you.
Bridge 2
You too will feel empty.
You will feel like, you’re just like me.
You will feel like, falling into a well.
With no one to grab your hand.
Chorus
It's not easy, but here's the truth.
You might be unhappy if I stay with you.
And it's not easy, but you heard the truth.
You will be unhappy if I stay with you.
Bridge 2
You too will feel empty.
You will feel like, you’re just like me.
You will feel like, falling into a well.
With no one to grab your hand.
A beautiful love.
( 8th February 2023)
Verse 1
Blue sky in your eyes, your heart is warm.
It’s you and I, talking ‘bout the things you love.
Till you get out of bed, pull your shirt over your head.
And start with another lie.
You say that you can’t wait, your passion’s your mistress,
And take off your pants.
I close my eyes and lie by your side, pretending that I am deaf.
I swear I've never felt so inauthentic myself.
Bridge 1
You break me twice a year.
You tell me I’m worth to be with.
But you shout and I cry.
Our sky turns all black.
We fall back on our backs to start another fight.
I’m obsessed to feel safe.
I envelop you with grace.
You’re obsess between my legs and spread all of your sadness.
Chorus
Shall we stop? To be together.
We both know, we deserve better.
Like a sunny weather.
A beautiful love.
A sunny weather.
A beautiful love.
Verse 2
Dark sky in my eyes, my heart is wild.
It’s you and I, talking ‘bout the things that went bad.
Till I get out of bed and cry out all my pain.
And start with another lie.
I say I can’t forget, the past and our mistakes.
And you grab my hand.
You close your eyes and lie by side, pretending that we’ll be fine.
You say you’ve never felt this way with someone else.
Bridge 1
I break you twice a year.
I tell you, you’re worth to be with.
But you shout and I cry.
Our sky turns all black.
We fall back on our backs to start another fight.
I’m obsessed to feel safe.
I envelop you with grace.
You’re obsessed between my legs and spread all of your sadness.
Chorus
Shall we stop? To be together.
We both know, we deserve better.
Like a sunny weather.
A beautiful love.
We both know deserve better.
Like a beautiful love.
We both know deserve better,
Like a beautiful love.
The golden times
(February 2023)
We’re all angels trapped in our minds.
How long we’ll pretend to be fine ?
We madly thrive for rich incomes.
But we all feel winter in our heart.
Gratifying money, an abusive icon.
Everyone wonders ; what’s next to come ?
Past only taught us with rivers of blood.
What shall we choose, God or gold?
Zephyr’s whispering an odd line,
It says : it’s now, the golden times.
But I’m too old to ignite a fight.
I feel too bold to please that God.
One that facetiously watch our fall,
Into the rabbit hole…
We ‘re all beggars for a peace of mind.
Programmed to please a resigned dad.
We all feel so lost, most of the time.
Falling into that big black void.
Everyone wonders, what’s next to come ?
Cause future is sad, says it wants to be gone.
So, what shall we all understand ?
And Zephyr’s whispering an odd track :
It says : it’s now, the golden times.
But I’m too old to ignite a fight.
I feel too bold to please that God.
One that facetiously watch our fall,
Into the rabbit hole…
Zephyr whispers it’s time.
Zephyr says it’s now.
Zephyr takes my hand and says :
" You, your voice, your lordly tone.
Your shadow when the sun goes down.
You’re here in my head and everywhere,
In every particle of my despair.
You take every kind of vicious forms.
To make me believe thatI’m not enough,
All you want to do is to put me down
But it’s now our golden times!
We found a way to shut you down!
We feel too bold for your lies!
It’s now, our time to shine!"
We all are angels trapped in our minds,
But in the end, we all will be fine.
Cause Zephyr says : all angels thrive.
All angels thrive.
Under the palm Beach, Sunset.
(Koh mak trat, 30th January 2023)
Under the palm beach sunset
With all the things that I’ve kept.
I think life’s a bitch in many ways.
They say, she teaches you the hard way.
As I watch the sun goes down,
I find the strength to carry on.
I just wanna write that song,
And shift all the things that puts me down,
With the sound of the waves,
With the sound of the waves of the ocean…
Under the palm beach, sunset,
Too many things I’ve kept secret.
Love is so used as a weapon, so many “wait!”
They say, we’re here to learn the harsh way.
As I watch the sun goes down,
I feel the strength to carry on.
I just wanna write that song,
And shift all the things that puts me down,
With the sound of the waves,
With the sound of the waves of the ocean…
Under the palm beach sunset
I’ve cried all I could say.
I didn’t love my life in many ways.
They say you need to forgive your past to be your true self.
As I watch my thoughts goes down,
Into the layers of the deep blue ocean.
I wash all my past as I write my very last,
Words of pain.
With the sound of the waves.
The sound of the waves of the ocean…
By the Wind.
(31th December 2022)
Verse 1:
I’ve been waited all my life.
While searching for a peace of mind.
And I, couldn’t find a way.
Seems like forever only takes a day.
Bloomed flowers all end to fade away,
As my hopes and dreams get carried by the wind.
Bridge:
Bloom; bloom my heart.
Call; calling home.
I want to go today, today, today…
Chorus:
Brushing past the lilies on my way.
Watching the bud abloom its ballet.
No more golden grass nor sun to grasp,
Just a projection of my dreams.
On the landscape of my memories.
Oh, I did, I did, I did it and so do you…
Verse 2:
I’ve been waited all my life.
Looking for all the missing parts.
And I, couldn’t find a way.
The No man’s land drifted me away.
Their closed minds ended up my will,
And dreams and all of me,
Got carried by the wind.
Bridge:
Bloom; bloom my heart.
Call; calling home.
I want to go today, today, today…
Chorus:
Brushing past the lilies on my way.
Watching the bud abloom its ballet.
No more golden grass nor sun to grasp,
Just a projection of my dreams.
On the landscape of ours memories.
Oh, I did, I did, I did it and so do you…
Bridge:
The memories of me; of me and you.
When you were me and I; I was you.
With all our hopes and dreams carried by the wind.
Oh, I did, I did, I did it and so do you…
The master.
(November 2022))
It’s started with a black summer.
I took your name from the blue rippled roster.
It felt all the same, like looking at a mirror.
And it was a disaster.
Oh, do not press on me with your boasted finger!
And days are getting shorter and shorter.
On the other side of the bay, the sun is getting brighter.
You wish you had more time to live,
But blackjack’s put you back on the list,
That livid master!
It’s starts with a sunset bummer.
Feeling numb from the pain, I might now be a monster.
You’ll always be back on your black motorcycle.
Oh, wildly closing your eyes before each corners.
I wish I knew everything! To change everything!
Oh, I wish I could do so much better!
But here he comes again, the glorious master!
And the days will surely grow shorter.
On the other side of the bay, the sun is getting darker.
You wish you had more time on this mental island.
But Blackjack’s put you back on the list,
“You foolish dreamer!” he said.
And your days will never cease to be clouded.
Across the bay, the sun has gone to be missing.
You wish you had more time to love.
But Blackjack condemned you to wander like a stone.
And the worst to say is that I praised the master.
"That fucking monster!" I shout and shout to my brothers and sisters.
From the bright white universe
(September 2022)
Intro :
I miss you.
Oh, I miss you.
More than I say.
More than I can bear.
Verse :
I miss you, floating on a stream.
I travel to escape a dream.
I see all these colors bright,
And whisper to my Azrael's heart.
Bridge :
All that I miss;
All that I feel.
All that I see, in my strange memories.
Verse :
I miss you from far away.
I try in vain to change the way,
And the things that did hurt your grace.
And catch a glimpse of your broken fate.
Verse :
I fall apart in a portal bright.
To never find my one way back.
Between a tunnel light, a strange spiral.
I try to get away but all I can cry to say !
Chorus :
Is that I miss you.
Oh, I love you.
More than I say.
More than I can bear.
From my soul, into space.
From my heart, to this bright white universe.
[ I miss you.
Oh, I love you.
More than I say,
More than my dear friend Barachiel.]
Bridge :
But Azrael and Jerahmeel.
Zaphkiel and the angel realm,
Cannot understand.
How much I withstand my own fate.
Verse :
I try in vain to change the way,
With all my strengths to escape.
But from my heart to this bright universe,
I try to get away but all I can cry to say.
Chorus :
Is, that I miss you.
Oh, I love you.
More than I say.
More than I can bear.
More than I understand.
Grand scheme
(2020)
Verse :
Sometimes,
We just feel life, is a little too heavy.
The world spin around with gravity.
Our world spin only for money,
While the sun shines.
Chorus :
And I wonder a few when and why.
They don't take me anywhere.
Nor stands by my side.
Grand scheme of the universe.
Hear me tonight.
You've created life on earth,
So, do make me fine.
Verse :
Often times,
We just feel like, a little down and sad.
The world's colored with butterflies.
Our world's devored by burning flags.
While the stars shine.
Chorus :
And I wonder,
Why those misted blue eyes.
Don't take us anywhere.
Nor makes us realize.
Grand scheme of the universe.
Is this your plan?
You've created life on earth,
To watch it all die?
Bridge :
For the money, for the wars.
For the envy ; who keeps us apart.
For your beauty is in every mirror.
Your majesty lies in every warrior.
Who stands,
On the land.
Of the men,
Who've gotten so lost.
Grand scheme of the universe.
If you could only help remind us.
The reason why ; we love the sky.
The reason why ; we pray and cry.
Make me realize that you and I.
We are just one ; just meant to shine.
The best love so far
(2020)
Outro :
Today,
I'd like to say, and I’ll try to tell,
All the wishes I’ve kept in my head.
But tonight.
I'll be frozen.
Wondering : why ?
Am I still alive.
I'm still alive...
Verse :
And you’re standing in the corner.
With a spark in your eyes, and mine,
Wants to get to know.
Who?
Who are you?
From where have you come so far?
On what galaxy?
Why do you reflect the best of me?
And I think, and I think...
Chorus :
You are the best man I know.
The kindest so far.
I wanna be with you all day,
I wanna leave with you,
Today.
I wanna to tell you how much you mean to me.
Because I believe,
Because I believe that…
Chorus:
You are the best man I know.
The kindest so far.
The best that I love.
Take me in your arms.
In your spaceship, honey...
Bridge :
Let's spin gently in the black holes of your galaxy.
Let's float and be the ether eternal devotes.
The firsts to chant a galactic symphony.
And we'll sing:
Chorus
You are the best love I know.
The kindest so far.
The dream of my soul.
Take me in your arms.
You’re the best home I know.
The warmest so far.
Bridge :
The best of my vows.
My only star,
My only star,
The kindest so far...
Goodbye my friend.
(2020)
Verse:
She listens to the tune, her favorite sound amused... by the tone.
She promised the moon, her favorite place to go, when she is alone.
Bridge:
She knows that the sign by the windows shows,
Various memories passing by on the road.
She'll forget the worries and all the rare hopes,
She had to carry like diamonds in her thoughts.
Chorus :
Goodbye my friend, I'm flying to this land.
Goodbye my friend, You must let go of my hand.
Goodbye my friend, I'll remember the promises we've made.
Goodbye my friend, I've got to know if I can change.
Verse:
She whispers in their ears a secret only she can hear... in her heart.
She screams into the crowd to pierce the matrix code, of this time.
Bridge:
She knows that the lessons will always be learned.
Various prayers float behind the curtain.
She'll forget the worries and all the rare hopes,
She kept in the core of her fabulous soul.
Chorus :
Goodbye my friend, I'm flying to this land.
Goodbye my friend. You must let go of my hand.
Goodbye my friend, I'll remember the promises we've made.
Goodbye my friend, I need to know if I can change.
Coocoo long beach
(2020)
Verse :
My little saint with a smile on your face.
I write to you now just to speak and confess.
I see you all grown up, you’ve been a good damn.
Good little man fighting hard to be seen.
Chorus :
But a woman can’t stand on the line with a man.
Who’ve grown with the lies that he keeps in his head.
The reason’s too bad but confirmed what you said,
“On the ring we can’t fight without any faith”.
Verse :
My grown old babe with a pan in his hand,
Ready to cook just to make me impress.
You say, “We’ll be fine, everyone has challenge”
But I already know I won’t eat in your hand.
Chorus :
Because a woman can’t stay in the life of a man,
Who's searching for a mom to lay down in his bed.
Pulling my hair tied when it comes to sex,
Spreading your sorrow inside my sacred place.
Bridge:
All the pain that you hide,
Flows like a sinner.
I won’t make it, any easier, nor teach you better.
Because ;
I, you and I, we won’t stay longer on each other bed side.
Because ;
I, you and I, we’ve grown too old to waste one more night,
To realize,
We weren’t made together for this life.
Bridge:
Down along the road the streets are filled with pretty smiles.
Red woman poppies.
Blue man roses.
Everybody look so lovely!
Outro:
You should know by now.
Along the coast you will find.
That lady who’ll love you just fine.
When your heart will be ready,
She stays on the bay of Sydney.
When the sun goes to sleep,
She'll wait there just to meet.
You...
Every damn Saturday night.
Take her on your bike.
Take her for a ride…
And if you hesitate,
If I am still in your spirit.
Know that I am just fine.
Rolling down the street,
Along “CooCoo” Long Beach,
My face in the wind,
I am following my dreams.
My gleam on my bike,
I am riding through the dark,
Every damn Saturday night…
Every blue Saturday skies.
Purple, pink, oranges,
I am riding fast into the light.
Every damn Saturday night.
Legacy
(2019)
I remember your fantasy.
Painting faces with blueberries.
Fingers top along my body,
Running on my skin with such envy.
I remember your elegancy.
Winner top of simplicity.
Walking the streets of prophecy,
Wearing filters, looking steady.
Musings ether, pumping heart,
You fool the ground of a charming town.
You praise the life, raise the souls,
And along that heavy road,
You carry the light to all.
I remember you calling me.
Piercing my mind, blowing my inner city.
With your words of wisdom like a knight of freedom.
You've tumbled my prison down like a castle sand.
With swinging arms, a pumping heart,
I've fooled myself for too long.
Praised the life, raised my soul,
And along that pretty road,
I carried my light to all.
I remember it gracefully.
Living a dream, dreaming a life.
Playing it real in realms of stars.
Seeking the vibratory field to leave this life.
Swinging wind, sweet blossom.
You walk like a charming god.
Everyone stares and trembled,
Cause they never saw a body strutting streets with such magic.
Scrutinizing hell with a stare flamed,
A sword and a lamp in his hand.
Seven billion secrets.
Seven crossing seas.
The perfect land of wonders and wishes.
How can? Why this man?
Give it to me... Give it to me...
Oh honestly, sweety.
I now remember perfectly belonging to your fantasy.
You've raised my soul and felt my body,
With your fingers top running along my beauty.
Divine charming god of the red castle sand.
You came to meet my world with the power of your words.
You carry the light to all and inside your love lives the magic sun.
Destination
(2019)
Verse :
I've told you all my doubts.
Told you about my nightmare’s thoughts.
Sleepless on the couch, crossed arms against my chest,
I 've got ...
Sweet memories from this damn summer breeze.
It brings me back, flavors from the past.
And I got to know...
Bridge :
Do we bleed gold on purple sand?
Do we get old in the deep blue ocean?
Chorus:
And when the winds carry dry yellow leaves along the road.
And blow them on the way 'til they get stuck against the stones.
Does it know something that I don't, about the right destination, to head?
Verse :
I've walked barefoot on grass staring at the horizon.
I've prayed you'd show the path and lead me to my salvation.
You said "it comes on time through various deep moves sensations".
Those ones who grab your mind and opens doors to completion.
Bridge :
I got to know, you got to tell me now!
Do we bleed gold on purple sand?
Do we get old in the deep blue ocean?
Chorus:
When the waves carry dry yellow perfect grains of sand.
And wash them all along with a power beyond compare.
They take some on the way 'til they reach another land.
Do they know something that I don't, about the right destination, to take ?
Bridge :
I got to know, you got to tell me now!
Do we bleed gold on purple sand?
Do we get old in the deep blue ocean?
You got to tell me now!
Outro:
Sweet memories from this dawn summer breeze.
It brings me back peace as a blast.
Sweet symphonies from this dawn summer breeze.
It feels so right…
Grace and will, I am the wind.
Thoughts and dreams carry my leaves.
Power within me, I am the sea.
Love and faith, carry my grains,
And my soul, along the road.
Sweet summer breeze taught me how to live.
Lost in the blue.
(2019)
I've caught you in your dreams, where your life feels pretty.
Caught you in my sleep, when I'm out of my body.
We got to be honest, moving on the chess, life isn't that easy.
Sensation in my chest, coughing glitters taste, so damn filthy...
When I feel the sunset scent, I leave all the spooky.
Hide under the velvet blanket, I fall in my dreams and flee.
In this place, out of time,
I look at you, the sun has died, your body shines,
And your mind and mine as one,
Like the Palici.
I got you when you move like I do.
The moon's light finally has found you.
The dark sky keeps you still in my dream,
I try to hold you, but the stars cry on you.
Don't you leave, you can't see!
My man is lost in the blue sea…
Rolling sparkle, rolling high,
You're spinning like a tune.
Mocking the sun's blues.
Echoing Saturn's woes,
My men still lost.
And the dream sounds clues.
I caught you in the limbo,
Held your mind in my safety.
I caught you in my longbow.
Held your hand like a key.
I've slid your soul in my lock to open your gate to eternity.
I've kept your fate against my chest and flew to Mercury.
Rolling sparkle, rolling high,
You're spinning like a tune.
Mocking the sun's blues.
my man’s lost,
out of the blues,
out of the tunes,
out of the runes.
He comes and goes in my arms closed.
I let him go, the sun rise calls and wakes us all.
And I fall into that hole like a rolling, rolling stone.
Rolling high, rolling blues.
Rolling high, rolling muses.
Addicted to her Orpheus.
The lack of forgiveness
(2019)
I do remember the lonely days of my summer.
The sun rays dancing on the river,
And for only friends, the holy stones in the palm of my hand.
And I threw them.
They were flying above the light of my youth teen.
Hurting the surface of my feelings,
Drowning into the tenebrous abyss... of my mind.
And I wondered then.
Where are you when it's done?
When the pain in my heart breaks and falls.
Your promises pumping hard in my blood,
But you're still gone, and I will never feel home.
For here I come, facing the emptiness of it all.
Barefoot on the land of abandon souls.
Facing the wind and the fears of my dead zone.
I do remember impatiently waiting for the summer.
The heavy fur coat laying on my shoulders.
The cloudy black thoughts dancing for hours,
And there was ;
A clock moving in slow motion.
A feeling, an hopeless sensation.
Moving backward to my winter hours.
The illusion was always strong,
As you were still gone, and I couldn't find home.
Here they come ;
The shadows of my past come and scream.
"Where are you?"
I keep calling and asking for you.
Would you stand, hold my hand?
Whisper it to me too.
The sacred melody of my soul...
I don't know why your face is still unclear.
I don't know why your voice remain unheard.
Am I only for you a lonely ghost?
A light no one can see?
The one we can only drown into the lake of forgiveness where it shall remain and rest for eternity?
Here I come:
Land both my feet on that ground and this lack is so profound.
Lift my chest up to that sound and pass the layers of the wounds into the dark blue ocean.
Piercing the surface of your grace and here I can finally see your face.
I'm feeling the breeze of autumn.
Seasons may change but that sound is the one...
It carries me home where I've found,
"Eternity in a grain of sand in the palm of my hand".
Again.
Comes the song.
(2018)
Standing in the mass, I give a look at the sky.
Staring at the stars, hopes seems to fly and reach all realms.
In the tumult downtown, trapped between the walls.
I forgot where I was going.
My eyes only see shadows rattling their egos on the sound of the wind.
Then, comes that song.
Comes the song...
Raising my soul because I felt almost gone.
As my mind cannot follow up all this mess.
Wretched in confusion,
I feel my heart beating hard on all the beauty that I miss.
But I would, I wish I could...
Raise my chin and my chest off the ground.
Pretending that I fit and belong in these streets I've never called "home".
And I know that something is gone.
But I try,
At least I tried...
To be and to behave.
To forgive and not to crave on the things I can't control.
Because God doesn't care if I "win" or if I "dare."
So, I play my favorite song,
Knowing that I won't dare to believe in this world,
And in all the things that I deserve.
Pretending that I don't care, but you know that I'm lost...
Wishing loud with the deep of my soul,
To find my crown of complaints.
Shacking it fiercely 'till falls off the last jewelry.
Down on my knee, I call you desperately :
"Faith my old friend, oh please come and help me!"
Because I feel it in my bones that the way will feel long,
If you, you don't stay with me.
Subtly comes the sound of the void.
Absorbs me and my mind is gone.
But love, oh! dear love!
Love always keeps me one step away off my lunatic beliefs.
I wished I've never started.
I've planted all these seeds.
Now my soil is bombarded with fears and deceits.
It's hard to grow love in a kingdom governed by the shadows of the past.
But I try, at least I tried...
And love always keeps me one step aside.
Love surely keeps me a whiff away from the insanity of my mind.
Crystal lights
(2018)
Black Blues, Black Blues.
It's starting to be obvious.
Dark Moon, Dark Moon.
All I've ever wanted was you.
And all along the way we're crossing each other.
Tired of playing a role, that doesn't define us.
I... I... I wish you well.
The dark side of the moon shines brightly on me tonight.
Caress my emotions, causing turbulence along my spine.
I... I... I dream of you.
Millions of sparkling lights have taken me.
My mind, my faith and all around me.
I've cared for nothing I swear, but now I see clearly.
I've never done such a thing, I even called Caly.
But the echo of my voice only reminds me of my solitude in the universe.
And Caly’s sending me back its promises, those we've made but to soon have forgotten.
I... I...I do remember.
It's started on a day of summer.
You called me by your Crystal Light.
You kissed me on my clear blue eyes.
And all I know is ; we were as one.
I...I...I write to you.
I can surely remind you,
"Crystal Light it's what we got".
Now close your eyes.
Feel the deep waves coming in and out of your mind.
The sound is a crystal pure melody.
The void comes to fill up your strange memories.
Flash & Lights.
You can now feel it tonight.
We've played it so well,
More than we’d could ever tell.
Silence is now our end.
I'll track you in that distant field.
Attracted by you, by your crystal clear.
Blue lights on my beautiful eyes,
Again…
Into the dream.
(2018)
Snatched from my dreams,
I see two shinning stars in the sky.
The silence is pretty tonight.
I'm falling...
Asleep, again, in a dream, again.
How could I know that I'm dreaming ?
Could you hold my hand and tell me I'm awakening...
My life has ended only when it begins.
Taken in the twist of life, I am confused.
Sparks of dust dancing 'round my eyes.
Color of my hair turning from green to turquoise.
Funny how your dream can seem so real, so real...
Wakes you up every morning with an abstract feeling.
How could I know that I'm sleeping?
Can you hold my soul and kiss me on my forehead ?
My life has started where the stars begin.
And all along the way,
I'm cheating, not knowing, if all of this is real.
Many questions at night and day:
"What have this nonsense to do with the purpose of my crazy soul?"
How could I know that I'm dreaming?
How could I know that I'm sleeping?
Come and let's fall into this endless hole...
Playing guitar until we feel it still.
Gathering and collecting each glitter of your expanding soul.
Infinite particles of lights, I promise we won't get old.
Until our past unrolls and selects our codes encode in a bank of secrets kept in the dark side of ourselves.
Until the shimmering light reminds us once again that there never was a start, end is our eternal dream of reality.
Now I know, I dreamed all along,
That's what it means, falling into the dream.
Sparks
my first song (2018)
Verse :
Call me up Miss deep darkness,
I've seen better days... I must confess.
Mist swirls around me,
It's my new dress, you see!
Queen dropping on the board, checkmate!
Unraveling the wires... It's my soul case.
Chao in the deep of my soar.
Thick fog falling on my tears...
Verse :
Light shows up,
Rays of sun.
Wind set up.
Brings me to my hometown.
Sweet whistles.
Flowing in my ears.
Rave it up!
Hope is my promise...
Verse :
Crack me up, open up my chest.
It's time zone for my soul... I must confess.
Taste of sweet dates around me,
My new perfume, you see!
Queen standing in the light, checkmate!
Shinning so bright...It's my soul case.
Love in the deep of my soar.
Soft rain fallin' on my crown.
Chorus:
Dark shows up,
Rays of pain.
Scream set up.
Brings me to my nightmares.
Gloomy complaints,
Flowing in my ears.
Rave it up!
Pain is my promise.
Outro:
Light shows up,
Rays of sun.
I can't give up,
Spark of hope.
Tout simplement magnifique et émouvant. Merci pour ces merveilleux partages. Vos peintures, vos poèmes, vos livres... Tout est une source d'inspiration.
Merci.
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